Here it is.

So things may be getting better with my step mom er i mean dad! lol But you never know when he is going to be back on his period! I swear he has one every day! I have been recently going to the high school for a half high school credit, so i am away from the house, but also I have to watch my little sister! Which means my summer is over! Better start getting used to getting up at 6 am! Also that means no more step dad! yeah!

Okay!

So this is the thing, 1. I hate my step dad very much! 2. My friend doesn't have the best life ever, which makes me kinda mad! 3. idk! Anyways i'm about to start high school can't anything go right before then, I mean every thing is changing. idk What to do about it anymore!

Bored agian!

Well I don't have anything really to talk about today. Except that I think my friend is mad at me? This came out of the blue to, I don't know if she really is or not but I wish she would tell me and not other people cause then it's kinda behind my back. That's not how to let feelings out by telling another person who can't do anything about the sisutation! Well if so she should tell me next time she gets on.

Really bored.

Today there is nothing to do, i'm so bored out of my mind that I think my mind might explode. lol hopefully not though, give me so ideas to write about.

GIRLS!

Okay so alot of people have asked me out this year, and I had to turn some of them down cause I just wanted to stay friends with them, but then they ask why agian, so I have to tell them I don't want to date this year! And then the next girl comes who says that again and I have to tell her to I don't want to date this year! IT"S ERITATING! And what i'm afrid of is that a girl will come by and like want to go out with me but my friends have already I have said no to, sorry it's just crazy! Anyway besides I don't think there is any girl out there for me, at least if there is I want it to be one that I like, and idk she has to be kinda pretty and smart and just the way I act, sorry am I just asking for to much? It's just sorry girls if you try to ask me out and I don't like you it's going to be a straight up no! And if there is a girl that fits those quiaties then sure yes!

Why are people like this?

Okay so like I was at my friend keara's house last nite and like she goes on my myspace and realizes that I am friends with destiney, she starts to yell at me and everything, and apartnely my other friend Mason comes up to me and is all like yeah Destiney told me she stills loves me, I don't know who to belive and I can't call I don't want to not be friends with her, it's just the things people say.... For right now I will try and talk to her, but telling Mason that... It's not right she already likes someone else.... How can she do this to him?

How do I deal with this?

Okay so there is this girl I like but I don't think she likes me? Idk, I don't want to ask her out cause I don't want to ruin the friend ship, I mean I just have been friends with her this year, and I don't think she really likes boys from all the crap her other boy friends put her thourgh, so like what should I do ask her out or just remain quiet and let her slip by?

Why am I crying?

Okay so I went today to the last day of school for our graduation, and like it was really sad, alot of people we will not see next year, everyone I know will probably be gone. It's like I will have to start all over and make new friends... it's just a matter of time till senior grad. and when that comes..... I don't know if I could make it, i'm probably going to log off of here and go take a nap, i'm sorry it's just really sad, for three years I went there and know were gone, it doesn't even seem like three years... it seems like 3 hours, the last year at my school was the best but... it's still really sad... I can never forget what middle school I went to and my friends, or who I liked. I have to go now...

Going to kings Island!

Yeah so today at my school were taking a trip to kings island! It's going to be awesome I just hope it doesn't rain! But i'm hopefull! I'll be with my friends, but guess what else kings island means... It means that we still only have 3 days of middle school left, I have went there since 6th grade.. But yet it still feels like only seconds have gone bye and i'm leaving, isn't that the most horrible feeling? I just want to stay there but I would know I would have to grow up sometime, also the people around me are saying, "WOO I get to leave this place"! But I know deep down they still don't want to leave home, next year I will be going to high school, How long will it be there? How short? And what will I do after high school, idk. But i'm sure everything will work out just fine! Because I still have friends that I will talk to but how long will it be before there gone to?

THIS IS GETTING ME MAD

Okay so I don't know how to use this at all, if you know how to use this, please let me know some how, cause I don't know how to find you! Okay it's like i'm trapped in a box and don't know how to get out! PLEASE HELP ME!

Yeah still not learning?

lol, so yeah idk what to do, my friend said you could meet people on here but i don't know how? It's like i'm trapped in this little block that only I fill! lol So if you could message me and um... yeah idk how to use this thing!

I'm new here

Yeah so I just got this blog thingie, because my friend said it was fun? idk how to use this, so don't yell at me! If i do something wrong! lol But yeah so when I learn to do this more, I will blog agian! lol