What is wrong?

Okay, I know this blog is going to lame, but it's like, I don't know. I just don't think i'm any speacil. I know i'm not like anybody else, but, uh, i'm so confused. Okay so today i tried asking out my friend Rachelle. But as you probably would have guessed. She rejected me. Every girl I have tried asking out since high school has said no. Is it because i'm ugly? Or maybe i'm just doing something wrong. I thought that all of this was supposed to come naturally, but I guess not, I can't trust anybody anymore, and I guess it's effecting more than I thought. I'm really lame, and I don't need anybody but myself. Nobody really cares about me anyways.